Transcendance - 18 :::: "Chaos Theory"

Dear Gowri
This was an extra ordinary week end in many senses. Too much was the learning and the amount of involvement from my side that.....this posting is going to be surprisingly too short !!
Well, perhaps you had gone through my other mail from which you must have learnt that this sat night too I was blessed with the II show of Dasavadhaaram....and the refreshing "training program" on chaos theory ...that it is based on..... (just wanted to add that the number of people from my group was 14.....and NOT 13.....as Gayathri's neighbour mami too wanted to join our "bliss" !!)
Well, With Chaos theory in action too much in my own life since Good Friday...AND I see it playing in the realm of even the silliest things that I am involved in.....there are just two possibilities of trying to "conclude"...(which is in fact too wrong to do.....!!)
First is that I could be becoming too imaginative or creative....Second possibility is to get shut up and enjoy the grandeur of co-incidences....AND enjoy the intensity of experiences little more....
I am not really talking about only my rubbing of shoulders with Sai Baba....there were other co-incidences too....in almost every day these days.....!! and I am learning to get more and more alert and focussed on what I am expected to do.....!!
One important thing that I have started doing is to become bit silent during such moments and focus my inward feelings like the oil pour (thaila thaarai)........Does it not sound like the title of my next poem ??
Well, when I get the time, let me pen it.......!!
suchoo
ps:- Gowri, do you know some thing, my Isha connections are getting renewed....!! within space of 8 hours, I was speaking and hearing the heart out of two of my old mates in front of whom I have had sat in vajrasaana as demonstrator.....One during Dec 2004 and next one during 2005,.....!! the second one - a lady - who is running Beauty parlour - literally poured too many words that she "misses" me.....and how much I had inspired her during 2005 - 2007...
For that matter, both of them, their eyes and body language while they spoke to me - made me seriously think how much impactful I had been during my Isha days..... though I was never people oriented and was so focussed with my own volunteering nice feelings....!! Well, think it is time to get mellowed down little bit...!!
At the close of our animated talk, in the Railway station of Mambalam on Sat morning at 12 Noon (while going to kpuram), my concluding question to this lady was quite criptic...."when is the next class at mambalam ?"....for which she joyfully responded..... !! so, you are grinning AGAIN !!