"Subham".......!! / "Aarambam"....???

Dear Gowri
Having vented out all my first cut thoughts about the movie "the wednesday", I do realise (and I am sure you will appreciate) that if I think through the entire film once again (and destined to see it couple of times more !!!!!), I can go on and on writing lot of more things which I have not seen now......Its time to become sensible than to be expressive......here I put my thoughts ....in overall...
Well, a good directed film is just an example of the power of creation. choose any field and hear about the stalwarts of the field, these people may have totally different skill set depending upon their profession, but all of them have few common things viz., (1) they will be capable of doing lot more things than what they do explicitly, (2) some times even capable of doing few open ended things that the audience can come out with a breath taking observation even they themselves have not perceived originally......, (3) they will be out of sentimental and emotional bonds....they appear as cool as cucumber....and donate all the silly aspects of life to their consumers....TO PUT IT Differently, they can use "creativity" as a mode of expression of their sentiment and emotion - if at all ....and quitely move on to the next creative work when we keep hanging about the earlier one.....; (4) Last but not the least, they grow in maturity with time and do not allow themselves the luxury of regression.....!!
Well, though I had been a frog well all these days, I dont feel that you will be bored if I thank you once again on this subect....on the care that you took to copy the film in a DVD (after getting a confirmation SMS from me....cho chweet!!) and the way you explained the little nuances when we saw the film together.....(I am getting reminded that I was becoming bit impatient with Anoo when she could not follow....Poor me...!!)....
I am getting a feeling that if I get into such nice exposures (let me leave out the past...see, I have not written, "if I got such nice introductions in the past".....no more regrets), I am sure I can use every such simple things as an YOGA experience.....!!
There is really no difference between watching Sadhguru's lecture or writing a poem or seeing a film like this.....I forget myself completely ...and capable of elevating my emotions and thoughts.....!! There could be lot of other things in life which can keep us hooked like this, but being in the right side of 35 I just cannot waste any minute of my time in learning things that I should not get into...bit later...!!
Well, this few months of stay alone is one such nice opportunity...I had longed to be at coimbatore and had seriously discussed with Anoo about throwing the job and going as a teacher at Isha (with a percentage of disbelief about my own words of course) some time during 1999 itself.....even recently when we went there last summer, I was wondering what keeps me from taking a job at coimbatore and making the life that I long to take forward ?? things happened like magic (like poosalaar naayanar...whom I am mentioned in my earlier posting) and the initial confusions that I had about this new profile too dont bother me much with the turn of events....
YES, infact anoo told me today (after thinking for a while within herself) that she would better be at chennai for one more year (meaning, one full academic year) till the time I really feel confident about the new place and feel settled....!! I was startled at the clarity with which she spoke because, this could mean lot of positive aspects like me getting elevated to the new position and becoming quite used to driving a car (NOT like how I swim now !!) and a really long term planned shifting in the offing.....!! Of course, both of us are quite realistic about the tight economic situation that we may have during this 1 and half year period with the cost of additional establishment and the travelling expenses...but still I will have the freedom to choose my options just in case things dont work out well.....!!
She had earlier accepted to my proposal that we will move to coimbatore after madhoo's education (I had bargained it as school final...as I did not want to disturb her from existing school) it appears that she is mentally getting ready for a much earlier move ....and eventually which could even become our post retirement city.....!! It is truely a great feeling for me considering the fact that she is bit earthy and cannot change / make up her mind quite fast....
On the other hand, me, a gemini is an air sign who can parellelly keep devising a plan B and C while the original plan and the plan A are well in place....
Well, time is 1.35.....AM....
I wish this is the phase of "subham" to all my mood swings.....and an "aarambam" for an excitement packed and learning filled second innings...
Counting upon your patience........(and trust that you have read through all the three long postings that I made in the "past two days"......in the space of 90 minutes though)
suchoo