A day of HIGH VOLTAGE !!

Hi Gowri

I am amused when I glance through the earlier posts and my post couple of days back titled "Inertness" and the day I had today at office....

I am only smiling wryly.....unable to understand me fully....after literally warming my seat for the past seven working days - as I had hinted in my earlier mail....I sprung back to action yesterday....

This musings space is neither intended to test our articulation skills nor to contain too much of details (as there are no eager audience around....!!), I dont want to go deeper into how packed my day was....It could be enough if I told that I spent around 7 hours totally in meetings and discussions - triggering my Team (Leaders), Information sharing with other FBSC teams on few process improvements, talk to market, organise for a information sharing team and participating in an information sharing team between our Vendor Database managment guy at market (visteon) to understand Ford process, involve in a telephonic 1 hour talk with my boss who was on leave today AND announcing the points picked up from the Manager to the team in our weekly standing meeting which normally he steers......

This is a typical day in which I long to die.....!! I feel so complete and peaceful at the end of such days.....that if Lord Yama approaches me right now , I can hug him, make him sit next to me to wait for me to shut down the computer & walk along with him putting my hand on his shoulder....

As you said in one of the mails earlier, I too thought deeply on EQUILIBRIUM physics....on my mood swings....I had been quite successful today at office to get reminded of this and tell myself to be conscious while talking, listened quite well when others spoke and was quite intense and emphatic when I had to win a point..I particularly mentally rehearsed very well before giving the information cascade to the 50 member team in the absence of the Manager.....while my peers (2 more DMs) stood silently beside me when I spoke on the Manager's behalf....Think was quite effective today....as I had to touch upon some warnings in integrity issues which my Manager wanted me to convey.....

Now coming back, the manner in which I handled today without allowing the blood to be rushed to head, think.....I am reaching THERE, I mean enlightenment in most practical realm, quite comfortably....

But....poor me.....I need to handle the whole of life, I mean every single day at a time, with so much alertness....!!

Sounds to be quite exciting.......Let me make a try....

suchoo