Shiva & Shakthi....

Thanks for your solace on my inertness.....Refer to the original post of yours below...(I see a big advantage in my latest idea to paste the original mail below INSTEAD of some thing like reply mode or pressing comment button.....I can TITLE this one the way I want to.....Hows...that ??)

The Inertness that I experience is not 100 % depression or any suicidal thoughts....it is quite a unique phenomena where in I find myself 200 % lazy wondering about each and every initiative and activity that I normally perform during a NORMAL day.....with a pattern of thought "ennatha.....panni ennathaa....achieve saadhichu".... Now if you want to repeat that I am really thinking too much and confirming the same feedback that you give,

let me also tell you that the amount of energy and enthusiasm I had and the 2 dozen (sorry 3 dozen) activities that has got initiated by me / through me.......is pure unadulterated kinetic energy WHICH is what perhaps spirituality represents as "SHAKTHI"....

I really dont want to miss this creativity potential that I have and the "lighting up" ability that I have by becoming a "earthy" person.....I fully realised that you were quite true that the equilibrium concept is working inside me and my constitution.....

I would love to be the way I am today and right now...and if the price that I have to pay is that inertness for a brief spell here and there....I dont mind to have it once a day....in regular pattern.....instead of being too long and really making me scary.....

I am even willing to name the inertness as "SHIVA" or the potential or the vacuum force or the black holes (as astronomy calls it), and keep priding about the fact that I am a "arthanaareshwara.." having both SHIVA and SHAKTHI inbuilt in me......instead of settling down to a vishnu (who does only the "bloody" maintenance job...unable or incapacitated to be creative...)

We are Smart people....or Smarthaas....Aren't we ??

Suchoo Iyer





Oct 26, 2007

** Re: Inertness **
"There is no problem really and that's the whole problem......" :) - Nice words !!I am of the opinion that you brood too much about your so called Inertness ... because, its the state that I am always in.... so what buddy??? ;)-Gowri
Posted by Suchoo & Gowri at 7:25 PM