SOLUTIONS ?? correction please.....pls note

"Before you feel like responding to my specific abstract questions, please note that there are few other dimensions to my questions.....when you used to talk forcefully on national issues and what is right and criticising people at fault - during our Vanagiri , I tried to argue with you exactly in a similar mood of "wondering state" though you ripped me apart...which of course was definitely NOT the reason I climbed up the hill top....."

I made a wrong meaning by not adding "not"......I intended to tell that I climbed up the hill due to some other reason AND NOT because you ripped me apart as I am impractical and a great fool......

See, ...again I am proving the title...I thought, this venting out mail to you could be a solution for me....but it needs some correction now...

Poor me.....suchoo