SOLUTIONS ???

Dear Gowri

After a hectic and wonderful day at office (on a hatric today!!) on which I could not even remember to open the blog at office, I opened the same quite eagerly at home now (as usual at 12.30 AM), I am pleasantly surprised to see your responses.....

Before I wish to record my original musings OR continue on my "Walking towards the Peak" OR try to respond to your specific responses / my thoughts triggered when I read through your responses (can I complete the whole of the list in this session....just impossible....let me take it in instalments over the period of next 48 hours)......I want to record the single most philosophical thought at this moment that I have....WHICH I AM SURE you will think through and give back your feedback....

Do you face a small mental resistance on the agreement that we made earlier considering it to be a solution ?? I can see it very clearly within me...when you post such series of responses....I long to just add my comments quite impulsively but we decided against it (rather you prompted me) to use a "fresh post" methodology....I really find it quite cumbersome to be at my full flow when I am making up my mind and get ready to respond.....as some part of my RAM (see, I too mutter out technical jargon at times....) goes towards the scheduling and remembering your exact verbatim and message.....Don't you have this problem ??

Now I am telling myself perhaps I will copy the original message posted by you to this posting BEFORE I start writing to have as a ready reference OR have another session to refer back to the original posting made by you....

Perhaps you may come up with some "workaround" for this BUT go back to the TITLE of this message....ARE we really having solutions for our problems...in the most comprehensive sense ?? IS not every so called solution is just a compromise arrived based on the existing possibilities & the resources available ?? ARE we not finding situations where the best decision that we made in life within a short time becoming a big comedy with turn of situations ?? IS THERE any thing to be really felt contented about and to feel proud about and to argue vehemently that we are doing the right thing ?? first of all, is there any right or wrong thing ???

To be very honest, the questions that I am raising are subtle enough and quite tempting me to pen out a ....... Kavidhai BUT, I am consciously not doing it for a sincere reason...Being a novice, I may end up becoming conscious on the structure part of it (Sandham..., picking up right words, symmetry to look at & so on...) AND even you when you read it will not get connected to these direct questions but will start rating the format......

But, as my lone reader and quite a vocal admirer to my articulation skills,......I am quite convinced that this single posting makes an impact what a poem could make.....because, this "prose" has flown out from my heart........!!

Before you feel like responding to my specific abstract questions, please note that there are few other dimensions to my questions.....when you used to talk forcefully on national issues and what is right and criticising people at fault - during our Vanagiri , I tried to argue with you exactly in a similar mood of "wondering state" though you ripped me apart...which of course was definitely the reason I climbed up the hill top.....

NOW, this long mail has to get ended with a gentle reminder to you that though you are most welcome to put your perspective to these questions, I would love to see your broad grin at your face when you read through the whole content and "smoothly" click the "New post" button to go on with YOUR PERSONAL musings....instead of giving a point wise reply....

.............. because, this is a BLOG Or a "unread diary"....or what ever you had christened this tool...(see I dont even remember your exact words written...and thats why this long mail about......SOLUTONS ???)

Suchoo
(in upbeat mood as usual)