Dearest Gowri
It was indeed a great feeling to have your sms couple of days back checking up if "I am ok & my day was OK"....which I read with a wide smile in my face because ..... it was the day of turnaround.....after close to 2 months of inertness...
YES....this time it lasted with me for abnormally long period.....& I was struggling since the Republic Day of our country itself .... and I was trying to pose as if I was normal for the first fortnight....
Now as I had mentioned in my seperate communication in my mail to you too many things happened in past 1 week and thats why I am gleefully smiling back with my heavy bat...able to spring up from bed at 2 AM in the midnight thought I slept only at 11 PM last night.....& sitting in front of the computer after my pranayam session and bath....
That is the background of this posting being at twilight instead of midnight as it used to be...during my pre-inertness period of highs....which was also days of my post inertnesses...as I used to have inertnesses in regular cycles...akin to periods of females....!!
Now, while I am muttering to myself "not to get into averaging out" too soon and taming myself with my speed and volatility, let me also candidly admit that right today inspite of sleeping just 3 hours for the past three days, my eyes are not red and I am enjoying this moment of typing the words in the key board and pouring my thoughts without any time for sentence formation....???
So, as you know me in 360 degrees now, Let me give an assurance to myself that I should be ok quite soon as a human being....
Please watch out for the next series of posting till 4.30 AM....I have to do some basic cooking to help anoo - as she has to handle our young naughty kid all alone today without my support - & have to rush to office at 5.30 Am on some burning priorities....
Forgot to tell...I have already started meditating my next poem in my subconcscious mind....hope I will be delivering it any time before next week end....You see, I can't be so accurate like a Gynaec and deliver it exactly as per the parent's preferred star in which the baby is to be born !! I only wish the delivery happens naturally and its not a caesarean baby....
Let me start rocking on my other postings of today...Have a great time ahead...
With lot of love, regards and reverance to my dedicated reader....
suchoo
ps:- you know some thing, I wish you never get married in your life....I am afraid I will lose the personal attention that I enjoy now.....!!
Mar 28, 2008
Thought Stream @ Twilight !!
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