"Love All"

Dear
My earlier postings were made on sunday and by co-incidence I happened to post three pieces during last week end in all my three series.....which is not a co-incidence !! Also, these days the experiences are so much bountiful that I can type out a posting in each of the three series on every day.....without much thought and difficulty as there are too many things that I am becoming aware of.....Its just a question of time availability I am pouring out only weekly once.... Some times it is also nice to hold on and wait for the situation, right ??
Last week at office had been really hectic BUT also enriching -- on two days I reached home catching a cab at 11 PM and I was hyper active with ever growing needs coming from people at office...superiors, peers as well as reportees...There had been counselling sessions both self iniatited as well as few requested by the receiver....not to forget the one to one dialogue that I had in the board room pulling my own boss....and gently told him a grave mistake that he did...which he immediately realised and told he will amend it...(it is a silly mistake only which resulted in some communication gap.....any silly mistake is a grave one, right ??)
Now with the rich experience of 5 working days, I thought I had too many things to be posted today but it was an anti climax...Today since morning, there had been few experiences which are poetic and really noteworthy...capable of being captured in my series of postings AS WELL AS writing poem....!!
When there are too many things to be done, have you observed that destiny winks at you......?? Some times, I need to have a round of bargain with my wonderful family to sit in front of my computer at home but that was not needed today as five minutes back, they have left some where - a relative's house and not expected until 7 PM at least.... I consider this bonus of 5 hours as a extra ordinary gift and wish to keep glued to the screen and fingers dancing on the key board....only pray our Government authorities for uninterrupted supply of electricity...... I dont consider phone calls as a disturbance / distraction, as these days I never attend any phone calls at home on my own.... YES....any one calling as to be attended by my wife and I am sure in those 2 % cases, I will be handed over the receiver after she extends her courtesies with the other person.....!! Today, for the next 5 hours, I dont intend to touch the phone receiver and I wish even if Manmohan Singh and MK wants to check with me on some thing, they can call me after 7 PM...... They have to manage things by themselves....after all they must evolve, isn't it ??
By the by, here I start my musings for the day after boasting too much about myself....but let me candidly clarify that I do have some point to be so boastful....perhaps my following postings may reveal some of them....just because, I am realising that there is a limit to communication skill...The extend to which you are going to be touched by my postings today is dependent on too many factors....my telling ability, your reading speed and the amount of distraction that you have when you read this, your grasping ability and of course your opinion formed about me....
My feelings as they are right now can never be transmitted to anyone who reads this and as like this game of life, I am just playing with words....
Now comes the next clarification....Why do I do all this ??
writing poems in midnights (forgot to tell, my Suzharchi poem....lamenting on week cycles is some thing I posted at our canteen yesterday......to suit the "friday mood"....and it got some good feedbacks and rapport quite "inadvertant" ly.....some times accidents are pleasant); writing pages and pages of thoughts and emotions; talking non stop to people around with full of energy and humour.....and craving to improve it further by going to special classes; looking intently nice lectures delivered by my Guru and trying to observe his style and delivery technique much more carefully these days & getting melted with every little thing that happens to me and around me...........; inspiring the team members with little courtesies & trying to make them understand things in better perspective......WHY AT ALL one needs to kill himself with his ever improving expressions.....??
Some time back, I read sadhguru's answer to a particular question on polygamy....watch out this answer was from a spiritual leader....Let me try to quote his spontaneous views on this subject....
" It is really possible to love many people at same time.....For any human being, it is not impractical thing OR never a question of technically not possible to love many of the opposite sex..... In fact I love all the girls of the planet...not just the girls but also I am in deep love with all the human beings existing in this world.... Traditionally, they made a system called marriage only because, they realised that they can never get filled up / satisfied by having an intimate relationship with as many people as it is possible for that person....It is just that they realised that it is wise to symbollically shower the intimate love on one individual and try to explore on the relationship with the same person by getting associated with him / her with a commitment..... It is just a question of realising the grand truth and trying to be practical"
Mind boggling, isn't it ?? Let me end this particular note quite abruptly and get started on my second posting...which is about a moment of bliss.....
I express out of my happiness and enjoy the holiness of sharing .... I am keeping it confidential in this blog site with just one individual reading it because, I really get satisified with the feedbacks of this one person.....and take the pulse of how I can reach others too from these feedbacks ....This is more than sufficient.....!!
My expressions are getting sharper and sharper / subtler and subtler only with this basic wisdom operating at the background...I only pray this "Vaarthai thavam" continue for my life...until I need it.... more than others need it....!! The moment when I feel "its enough", I am sure, I can love all with my silence too without any dissappointments or frustrations....!!
Suchoo