Moments of Bliss 14 ::: An unplanned visit to home town

Dear Gowri
Originally this series is expected to capture the various moment of bliss which is like a beautiful flower....and intended to become a garland over a period of time.... It so happened that the past 24 hours - to be exact 4.30 PM on 30th Apr to aprox time on 1st May, I had many such moments and helplessly I am in front of my computer to record them in my diary before the poor mind forgets it....
Have you observed this ....?? many times we forget things at much faster rate than the inputs of new experiences....I have really got scared in numerous occassions at my office - particularly during the past 15 months - when we discuss some thing official during coffee time and when we reach our desks and try to jot down the things to do, me and my colleagues smilingly keep staring at each other trying to recall all the points that we discussed.... In fact, I am quite proud to say, its not just me, both of them who join me for such discussions have also admired at this "short term memory loss" which is at times really terrible and tells us our capability of retention of our own thinking processes..... !!
When I started this series, the main purpose in my sub-conscious mind was to capture all such subtle moments in a systematic manner which give me the previlige to re-live any time I want to.....
This is again the beauty of Brain..once reminded, it gets the things in three dimension if it was really a worthy moment....Still not so confident about this poor vital organ - I am sorry, I heard some where that Brain is not one of the five vital organs...its just a junction of nerves & not an organ in medical terms - I have started recording even some trivial instances in a detailed manner...totally forgetting the logical frames of mind on security, identity, relevance & of course your patience !! Thanks to you for your reminder on the open nature of the blogs...but It did not and will not matter much to me for the reason stated above....!! This is just a tool for me which I will keep using as long as I am getting bored.....!!
Now, my oozings during mid night and early morning thru' sms is not some thing that made me happy but it was the reverse - the small poems that I wrote were the result of my happiness....I was in a savage mood that if only I got a pen and paper (I am sorry, a book) I could have filled it up with 2 dozens of poems.....but I controlled myself and went to bed not to disturb the ailing mother's sleep....
Well posting those poems in a mail along with this posting.....and of course this posting will be continued after some time too....Oh....I am getting reminded that my another posting on my Decade Long married life is yet to be completed...Hope both are completed before this week end....
Too much of experiences in this past 24 hours... and my awareness levels shooting up several notches higher making me observe lot of little little things .... and I was too powerful in my communication...I mean, I was just adequate without exerting me too much and not disturbing my mental state.....
Let me continue after a break....I have to write about the adventure with my old motor cycle and seeing the beauty within a ruffian's heart, the psychological strength my amma derived from me and my presence, on the really wonderful novel which I started re-vising after a space of 5 years (Kallikkaattu idhihaasam...Vairamuthu), on my early morning practises in the open air at 6 AM after a wonderful open air bath, on my visit to a local Sai Baba temple today morning, the meeting and talking of old time friends / relatives on the way, the wonderful food that I relished yesterday night and today afternoon, on the powerful & impactful talk with my amma, on my absent mindedness and not getting impacted because of it..... & on the return journey to my residence....Too difficult to leave out any thing...Let me try to be as abstract as possible but I may still have a very long posting as the sequel of this......I dont wish to make each of them as seperate posting......as It could take too long...
Time to conserve my energy and make postings like poems from now on....





Subhamasthu....